Monday, September 6, 2010


I had such a great weekend and forgot about everything for a bit. I started making my list for all the stuff I need to do tomorrow. My heart is racing, can't sleep and am sooo scared again after doing a little more research. I wish this wasn't happening. I get a lot of comments that we are being so strong---really I'm not. I am so up and down and don't want to deal with this.....Why can't I wake up and let this all be a bad dream. Maybe just thinking about a possible phone call with results tomorrow is triggering this anxiety.

Ryder had a great day. He loved playing with his new toys. We are slowly introducing soy and milk products. He threw up a little yesterday, but nothing today. I have a hard time knowing if the throwing up is b/c he isn't tolerating it or still getting over being sick? I'm not sure. I'll have to ask the doctor what she thinks.

We are in for a busy week, but I'm happy I can be at home with 2 of my boys at least! Noah is excited to stay home and "play school" with me everyday. Poor kid doesn't know what he's in for :) At least I'll still be teaching:) He may be able to past his SAT's before he starts kindergarten;)

Yummy and ALL for ME!!!!

Okay-so this is the 1st time I'm uploading pictures. It takes forever and they're out of order!!woops--next time I'll get it right. These are exta cupcakes...
Yummy cake that Jocelynn made for everyone:)

washing up after my yummy cake

Family shot!

Okay let me see this cake!!!

Diggin in to my personal cake!

They are really letting me do this?!!!! YUM YUM

Auntie Jen made this cake just for Ryder!!!!